I'm Back

Prex is back and back with a vengeance... I am no longer blind as they say, I have been healed, I am no longer an employee of Budget Blinds and am an official Dutch Bro (and the crowd goes wild with excitement). I was planning on waiting a month to the day of my last post to join back in the beauty that is blogging but decided what the hell I am just gonna get on there and do my thing now.


So what's new, well the pup is almost a 10 weeks old and is growing fast, I turned in film today at the good old Costco so I should have pics back soon. I have been getting a lot of emails from my old YWAM buddies all over the world describing all that is happening in my life and I have come to the realization that I have been drifting away from my faith, I have been stagnant, not moving forwards or backwards in my relationship with God but just kinda ignoring it. This is no good. So tonight I am cutting my hair, not just a little, all of it. I am going back to the last major commitment I made to God back in Oct. of 2004. This was the last time I cut my hair and while it might not make sense to everyone, when I cut it I did it as an outward sign of an inward change. I feel that in the last six months or even more recently than that I have lost my focus on that change and so I am cutting it off again almost as a reminder to me about who I am and what I believe in. Hope that makes some sense, probably doesn't but that's ok, it's for me not you, sorry.

So cutting my hair(committing my self a new to God), feeding my dog, starting a new job, and starting school on Monday, suddenly I have very little free time or energy. But at least now I am enjoying all that I am a part of, a hell I said the evil word Sam hit me next time you see me. I am feeling the passion in music, life and love once more and realized just now how much I really missed that connection. It's what makes my heart beat, my blood pump, my eyes open in the morning, and my muscles strain with the final effort. I am also going up to the Mountain tomorrow and riding all afternoon, if you want to go let me know some how and I would be glad to have someone to rip it up next to me.

Go out people, kiss the world, ask questions, do what your passionate about, and treat each other with the dignity and respect that we all deserve. Never stop to put another down, only to lift up. Make the world a better place one action at a time.